It is crazy to think that my university experience has begun! I am so overwhelmed right now with so many emotions and thoughts that I really don't know where to start. I usually have a clear direction as to what I want to write about but today I really don't know. I hope everything flows well and makes sense somewhat.
So I packed all my stuff. . . I thought I had so much stuff, but when I got to my apartment, I quickly realized that I had hardly anything compared to all of my roommates stuff! I can't believe all of the things they brought! I think I brought just the right amount of stuff and don't regret it at all.
Mom and Dad took me down. It was nice to spend some time with them. I love them so much and am so grateful for all that they have done for me. They really are the best parents anyone could ask for.
We drove to Rexburg on Monday and there stayed the night at Chris and Echo's apartment. We drove the rest of the way to Provo on tuesday.
The first thing we did was get a phone. I was really nervous about getting a phone as I don't know much about them. I had done a little research and was somewhat prepared. We were able to find a great deal. It is a Samsung Comment by Cricket. It is a pay as you go phone and for $35 a month I get unlimited texting, unlimited calling, and unlimited calling and texting to Canada which is ideal!
The next thing was check in to my apartment. It is called the Lodge's of Glenwood. It is old but still decent. My rent is $269 a month. I live with five other girls: Saydi Wilde (from my homeward), Alexis Anderson (Lexy), Jessica Walker (Jess), Christina Golden (KiKi) and Brigitte Williams. So far I have gotten along with all of my roommates really well and hope I can build relationships with them. I know it is going to be hard as they have all already known each other for a few years and at times I don't think I will be able to fit in with them but I know as I continually make an effort it will all work out.
My room! Katelyn made the quilt on my bed. I absolutely love it! It brings such a special feeling to my room knowing that she made it for me. Aunt Ginny crocheted the blanket that is on the end of my bed as well; it also contributes a special feeling.
The top of my dresser and shelf.
The desk. Still a bit messy.
Closet.
Above my closet. Notice the bag that says "24 Hour Emergency Home Sick Kit". It was a special surprise that I found in my closet after my parents had left! That is how amazing my Mom is!!!! It contains multiple wrapped presents with an assigned opening date. I can't wait to open the first one! My Mom knows me well and she knows just what I need.
On Wednesday my parents dropped me off and it was really hard!!!! I shed a lot of tears that day. Just thinking about it now has made me begin to cry! I love my family so much and it is so hard being away from them! I have a family picture as one of my desktop backgrounds and every time I see it hurts so bad! I know though that as I keep myself busy that I will be ok. After my parents left I tried to keep busy unpacking and preparing for the days ahead.
On Thursday I attended New Student Orientation for all the incoming freshman here at BYU. It was tons of fun and I am so glad that I did it. The split us up into Y groups. These Y groups contained people that shared a class. My group all has writing 150 together. It is nice knowing that I can go to class on Monday and know most of the people. Many of the girls in my group share other classes as well. It makes me feel so much more confident knowing that I already know people in my class. I was the only Canadian in my group; consequently, I am learning real quick that Canadians are a small minority down here. Most people have know idea where Alberta even is. I have had multiple questions concerning how cold it is, our "weird money" toonies and loonies, and many others.
We did many activities for New Student Orientation that got me really excited to be here. We had an opening devotional, welcome from President Samuelson as well as the BYUSA president, campus tour, library tour, and game nights.
There is so much going on here it is insane. I went to a service fair that showcased all of the different types of service clubs there are. I was amazed and overwhelmed at all of the opportunities there are. I hope that I can take the time to participate in these organizations. The BYUSA President encouraged us all to join a club of some sort and to join a service group. I plan todo both.
I am surprising myself at how open I am being. I am quickly realizing that in order to make friends and meet new people I am the one who needs to initiate it. People aren't going to come up inquire about me always so I need to do the same. I am so glad that I have been doing that as I have met many people walking on the sidewalk who have now become my friends. I typically ask if they are freshman to and where they live. Surprising me, there are many other freshman who do not live on campus. I have made friends with two girls who live in Alpine which is the complex next to mine. We were all so happy to find other freshman who don't live in the dorms.
BYU is a special place and I am so lucky to be apart of it. It is amazing to me all of the wonderful people who are here. There is a special spirit here and I hope I can contribute to it. There is so much going on all of the time and I hope to be anxiously engaged.
In one of the open talks a brother was relating how special our freshman class is: most are at or near the top of their graduating class, 16 got perfect scores on the ACT and many were near perfect there are around 200 student body presidents, and most have served as class or quorum presidents. It made me realize just how hard I need to work.
I went to my first singles ward today. I am in the 83rd ward. We meet in the Tanner building for our meetings. It was overall a good experience; however, I realized many important things.
1. I have a lot of room to grow in testimony
2. I really need to learn to not be so shy
3. I have such great potential and need to do all I can to obtain God's vision for me.
It was very intimidating to be around so many adults that are only at most a few years older than me. Most are so strong and confident in themselves. I hope I can grow into a more confident person. Most of the guys have served missions or are planning to and it is amazing to see how spiritual they are. I hope I can become actively engaged in my ward. There are so many activities going on. We had a meet the bishopric breakfast on saturday, a munch and mingle after church today, prayer meeting tonight, FHE tomorrow, and a break the fast after church next week as well. There is so much going on!
In church today most of the talks were based on the fact that a new semester begins tomorrow and what we can do to make the best of it. Talks were about balancing secular and spiritual learning along with how they go hand in hand, as well as balancing our time and the importance of goal setting.
I have a vision in my head of where I want to be now I just need to start taking the necessary steps towards reaching that destination. I know without a doubt that it will not be easy. Nothing good and worthwhile is ever easy.
I would now like to record my goals for this semester.
1. Attend devotionals/forums ever week.
2. Make a daily schedule and to do list and stick to it.
3. Balance my time and get important things done first.
4. Exercise and eat healthy daily.
5. Pray aloud morning and night.
6. Meaningful scripture study.
7. Do well in my classes.
8. Strive become a confident person.
9. Gain meaningful relationships with others.
10. Become a strong communicator.
11. Never do homework on the Sabbath.
12. Remain in church dress on the Sabbath.
13. Serve weekly and become involved in student activities.
14. Develop meaningful relationships with my roommates, professors and other leaders.
15. Become closer to Christ.
16. Attend the Temple often.
17. Learn to always recognize and act on the impressions of the spirit.
18. Read meaningful books.
This is not all of my goals I plan to add more as they come. I think this is a good place to start.
While I know that this post was jumbled and didn't have very much organization to it. I apologize for that. My mind is just everywhere right now. I promise to make it better next time. Well classes start tomorrow and it will be an eye opening experience I am sure. I pray to start off this semester right.
O and I just realized that I shared absolutely no pictures from NSO. . . so here they are.
A nice note that was left for me from my roommate Lexy. She is so so so nice!!! I am so lucky to have met her. I hardly know her but she makes me want to be a better person each time I talk to her.
Not to good of a picture of me. It had been along day! This is Mary we were in the same Y group and spent most of our time together. This was at the pep rally where they introduced most of the BYU teams. It was a ton of fun. I can't wait to watch the basketball games.
So one night we had the option to hike the Y. No one in my Y group wanted to hike it but me so I was had to make new friends along the way. I met up with these girls and we had a fun time. I cut off the one girls head by accident. Oops!
The view was gorgeous! It was quite a hard hike because you climb high really fast. You can see the Provo Temple in this one.
The first meal I made. I didn't have to cook hardly at all this weekend because we got fed at NSO. We as roommates are hoping to all cook together. It is hard to juggle 6 peoples food in the fridge and freezer and would be a lot easier to co-ordinate meals together. I hope it works out because I am really picky about what I eat.
I didn't take to many pictures of the NSO just because we were so busy all the time.
To sum it all up I am really excited to be here and hope to experience all that I can while I am here.